I’ve been getting depressed lately.
I don’t know why.
I’m alright one moment and suddenly, wham! There goes the blues.
I guess I just feel…trapped.
It’s as if gravity is pulling me down and keeping me in the one place in the world that I want to break free of. I don’t want to stay here anymore. god knows I’ve been wanting to go someplace new for so long now- get a tv stand, join the workforce, settle into something different, travel the world with her. Oh, the things I want to do! I wana spread my wings and fly.
I was blog hopping the other day and I stumbled upon a post our friend Dee made. She was recalling the events of the past decade and what she has accomplished so far. I was reading the post when it hit me. In the past 10 years (10!) since graduating from high school, I haven’t done anything but study. Study to finish college, study to become a doctor, study again for my master’s degree…it’s been a whole decade spent on books, books, and more books. For what? For the future. It’s always the same reason, to build a better future.
But would it be worth it? This future that I am investing so much sweat, emotions, and tears in? Would it be really worth it? I guess only time will tell. For now I am just so thankful I have someone to talk to during times like this.
She never lets me down. 
And she always knows how to cheer me up.
Thanks for being there- oweis.
I love you.
err… am i supposed to feel guilty for bringing this on?
the funny thing is, those of us who are already out are wishing we could go back to school. it’s gonna be ok, gim. you have accomplished a lot man tamen in the past decade. you met her, after all. 😉
hehe. lasang ka man heids. you shouldn’t be guilty. outlet lng ste when i get frustrated at times. but its all good. hehehe. 🙂
Dol mio lang el auto na detras. Hehehe!